i want to throw my keys down the drain. something pointless and meaningless, and something that will cause a huge amount of hassle for absolutely no reward. i want to do this because what freedom do we have, but the freedom to behave incorrectly in a situation - to do the thing that does not reflect our influences?
but this want is just a consequence of the determinism meme. i wouldn't want to do it if i believed i had free will.